Mr Nice Guy

Smiling.
Helping.
Sincere.
Emphatic.
On the outside.
Crumbling.
Raging.
Laughing.
Lying.
On the inside.
A facade of ill intelligence.
I know everything.
Lies.
I see through them.
Take advantage of me.
I’m just Biding my time.
To strike.

Pacing

Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
On my mind.
You’re in my mind.
Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Don’t feel right no more.
Something isn’t right.
Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Words said.
On my mind.
In my mind.
In my fucking mind.
Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Shadows of doubt.
Questioning everything.
Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Insane.
Am I going insane.
Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Raging.
Crying.
Laughing.
Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Back and forth…