Sleep.
Oh how much fun counting the sheep.
I wish I could stay.
You wouldn’t here a peep.
How about you stay for a while.
Escape my reality.
Slipping through my finger tips.
Don’t leave me.
Oh sleep, why you so sweet.
You never stay.
Keep me at peace.
Why don’t you stay for a week.
Forget about the outside world.
Enter the deep sleep.

Defeated

Defeated. A dreary acceptance. Resilient no more. The toll has been paid. Where a man once stood proud. Heads are … More

Heartless

Cold.
A vacuous space.
Nothing, nothing inside.
A void.
Frozen.
Longing to be thawed.
Blackened and scarred.
Charred on the outside, from when it once roared.
When it scorched.
It burns no more.
Ashes, from the ashes.
The phoenix does not rise.
Now tell me.
Will you heal me, or will you kill me.
A little more each time.

Mr Nice Guy

Smiling.
Helping.
Sincere.
Emphatic.
On the outside.
Crumbling.
Raging.
Laughing.
Lying.
On the inside.
A facade of ill intelligence.
I know everything.
Lies.
I see through them.
Take advantage of me.
I’m just Biding my time.
To strike.

Pacing

Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
On my mind.
You’re in my mind.
Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Don’t feel right no more.
Something isn’t right.
Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Words said.
On my mind.
In my mind.
In my fucking mind.
Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Shadows of doubt.
Questioning everything.
Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Insane.
Am I going insane.
Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Raging.
Crying.
Laughing.
Pacing.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Back and forth…

Some Art and, a Poem called Love…

My beating heart in my chest.
I place my hand upon your chest.
Profoundly beating the hearts intertwine.
A rhythm that sings for all of time.
Finger tips trail, oh so gently with little nail.
Hands touch as darkness around becomes blinded.
Blinded by something of a purest form.
Eyes meet, widen, in complete intoxication.
Pulse accelerates.
Time becomes steady.
You feel the Earth as it rotates.
Space around you closes in.
Nothing.
Nothing but you and I.
You and I, in our skin.
Words are not needed here.
Our bodies do all the talking.
Your senses heighten.
Clothes fall to the ground.
Chins touch, and lips collide, quivering.
In this moment, you feel yourself taken back.
Suddenly you’re a whole room apart.
But the moment is still there.
Take it.
Take it!
You run.
Run into each other, lips collide again, bodies intertwine.
An explosion, of passion.
Entangled.
Two becomes One.
The Planets bend between us.
As the smoke settles.
Time is still.
The voice whispers but it’s also loud.
Glazed eyes, staring right through you.
Another world beyond them.
Where does it lead?
Where do you go?
Take my hand, trust me.
Show me.

Racing

Racing, On my mind.

Fixated.
Unhealthy obsession of mine.
Look away.
You’re back here.
Again.
Continuous cycle.
A million possibilities.
You always choose the worst.
Good turns to bad.
You sabotage your own happiness.
Waiting.
Waiting for a reason to believe.
Distractions, are only temporary.
Medication.
There is no cure.
Up the dose.
No more.
No cure.
Broken.
Both mind, and Heart.
Broken.
Words resonate.
Bleeding thoughts.
Don’t touch me.
Unworthy.
Feelings of doubt.
Death my sweet release.
I will not take you.
It dwindles.
The light flickers.
Sleepless,
Restless,
Those last words.
Etched into my mind.
Playing on repeat.
A slave to the phrase.
All I have now.
Hold onto it.
All you have.
It fades though.
Through your fingertips.
Try to catch it.
It’s slipping.
You scream.
No answer.
Is it tainted now.
Dishonesty.
Crumbling.
Streaming.
Somehow you’re laughing now.
One day, it’ll be okay.
One day.